As a Mother we strive to make things better for our children, to take away the pain, to offer that support and encouragement. We put a plaster on a cut and give calpol etc when they are poorly. But i can't make this better and i can't change what has happened. Life will never be the same. I still wait for you to walk in the door and long to share a mother son hug again. I miss you so much son. Love you always xxxx Love mum xxxx